Friday, February 17, 2012

November 2008

Things had started
To change.

No, shift
Is more
Like it.

H.W.M.N.B.N and I
were starting to fight...

The "honeymoon faze"
Was over.

Bestie and I
Had our doubts
About him.

Well more Bestie,
Than me.

I had my own doubts,
I wasn't sharing them yet.

It was a cloudy, cold
Day
In November.

I said,
"Bestie thinks we should take a break."
As we were
On our way
To meet her.

That was my first mistake...
Of the day.

"We're all gonna have a talk today,"
He said calmly.

When we stepped
Off the bus,
I could feel
The tension building,
In the cold.

When Bestie
Arrived,
We spoke...

Things got heated.

A trash can
Was kicked.

And profanities
Were screamed.

As H.W.M.N.B.N
Stormed off,
I was in shock.
Shaking,
I tried to pick up the garbage
Can.

Bestie was shaking.

I felt horrible.

I fled the scene,
We went our seperate ways...
Only to be followed by him.

"Baby,
I'm soo sorry.
I don't know
What came over me.
Lets talk about this,"
He spoke kindly.

And so we did...
Bestie was still shaking,
With tears in her eyes.
I could tell she was done.

Done with what,
I wasn't sure
At that moment.

But later that week,
She was done with him.


Life was never the same.
We are not the same.

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