Dear God.

Please let today
Be the day
I finally feel free again.

Help me to understand
The meaning
Of all this pain
I have inside.

Please forgive me
For not trusting
My insticts,
Or my family,
And friends,
For that matter.

Help me to forgive
Myself
For hurting
Everyone around me.

And for what?
A stupid boy,
Who hurts people
For his own comfort.

Please help me leave him
And never look back.

Amen.