May 2009

It had been four months since
The restraining order

And things had settled

Down.

But little did I know

Secrets were looming.

A lie was about to be exposed.

A text message

Would change

Everything

Once again.

ABF was acting

More

Strange

Than ever,

Taking secret

Calls

In our room,

Texting up a storm,

And being distant.

I took his phone

That I was paying for

Without him

Knowing

And read the texts.

I dropped the phone

And couldn't believe

What I just read.

Him to her,

"I want you so bad

Right now."

Her to him,

"Come and get me, Baby."

There were more.

Too many to remember.

How could he do that?

Why would he do that?

Am I dumb?

Just some of the questions

Racing through my head.

I broke.

Months of trying 

So hard

Went out the window.

I fell apart.

For the first time

I was seeing him

Without

Rose colored glasses.