Ashamed

For sooo long,

I felt horrible

About myself.

I remember

Days

When I wouldn't

Want to get out of bed.

I hated

Myself

For everything

That had happened

Between

Us.

Thinking

It was

ALL

MY

FAULT.

When I started

Waking

Up

From the haze

Of "love,"

I felt

Even more ashamed

For thinking

You

Could love

Anyone

But yourself.

Now

Finding out

You cheated
Multiple
Times.

I am more

Than ashamed.

You cant take advatage

Of people

And lead

Them

On with false

Hope.

It's not

Just about me

Anymore.

I feel

Ashamed

For anyone

Who crosses

Paths

With you.